@David The problem’s that I don’t have anything to work to anymore,even the certificate because I don’t have 4500euros and I can’t even save for it because I’m in debt at the end of the month,so the little extra’s I migth save need to go towards paying off the debts.
I seriously need that money,I’ve tried so many organizations and always get the same answer,because it’s my only way out and reason to safe myself&stop fucking around with myself…..otherwise I’m gonna make it my New Year’s resolution to end my life all together because I’m just done and see no reason to live life anymore and repeat this Groundhog-Day any longer.
Hoping and possibillities are not an option anymore,I now need solid confirmation.