wow SLS (can I call you that for short? lots of consonants there), that’s one heck of a story! Despite the length and no paragraph breaks, I read it straight through as if it were the second-to-last chapter of a Stephen King book.
The one part that really stuck out was your saying that rather than waiting for perfect health in the indefinite future “I can achieve the goal of improvement daily.” And then you listed many really impressive improvements … great work! Sounds like you were really worn down before, starting when you were still a girl with the dieting.
It makes me sad that many of us women basically begin womenhood several yards *behind* the starting line due to unnecessary stress and dieting/food restriction in adolescence. We are not encouraged to take advantage of the natural “tools” (mostly food! and also happiness and strength-building exercise) to prepare ourselves for strong, robust and, yes, sensual womanhood.
Congratulations on your progress so far!