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@Rob @MattStone @heatherduke Thanks so much guys! It really helps this in my recovery to gain more and work hard on my problems. The sad thing is that my observation time at the rehabilitation center for chronic pain has just finished after 8 weeks, since they feel I need to gain all my weight back before I can continue with their treatment plan. Understandable, but very frustrating. They feel like I’m still to fragile to work on putting on any strength. Which I can completely agree on.

@heatherduke You can’t believe how good it makes me feel to hear I’m not alone. I’ve never spoken to a girl with an Ed who had the same muscle pains. I don’t have joint pain, but muscle pain in extreme. Did you also get treatments for your pain or didn’t that help either? That makes me hopeful it will diminish once I eat more. As scary as it is….

@Rob I have read all @Matt his posts on eating disorder (especcialy Coldmember, since he’s Dutch as well) and they were very helpful. I’m scared as hell to eat as much as 3000 kcal per day and maybe going even over that. I’m getting help for my Ed, but it’s still very hard. It would make it much easier if I could do some physical activities with it, so I won’t feel as full all the time. But I need to see the bigger picture here. I’ll definitely check out Your Eatopia website! Bring on the comments!