@neeny meeny I can’t go easy on the workouts,I feel like I’ve been fucking around doing stuff half-assed long enough,it’s time now to get serious….I need to train serious for various parts bc for once I now don’t want to let the opportunity on a future pass. I’ve been unemployed and been trying every possible option for years now to somehow get a job,getting a loan to do this study and try to start as a self-employed type of practitioner afterwards is my last chance….and i DO NOT want to fuck that up!I need to be able to lift strong,have good endurance,flexibillity bc I dont want to fail that study and be the wimp of the class who can’t get anything done.
Because let me tell you,being unemployed so long and having no life is way more stressing to me than any workout.
Eating what my body craves is also not as black&white for me like that….regularly I crave 2 types of different meals but only one is the rigth one,the other leads me again down the path of hormonal shitshows,gutimbalances,mooddisorders,constipation etc……and its sometimes a very tricky thing to figure out what’s the rigth choice.